4/10/2008

Need Another PXXI Lesson

geezus, its been over a year, and i somehow still broke one of the PXXI rules. bleh. yesterday i IMed blondie just to say hey. all was good, then i ended up asking about work. thats when i blew it ended up sounding like a jerk cuz i asked him to shoot over any overflow work to me. i'm sure he thought i was only contacting him for that. i wasn't. but i proceeded to stumble over my words and ended up looking like a huge arse. i'm quite sure i'm blocked now. whatever. i guess i should be. i don't really want to get back together with him, i just want to be friends. i don't think that is possible from his standpoint. so...PXXI is right again. why is it so fucking hard to just make things

update - he pinged me back and said he didn't want to keep in touch. at least now i know.

its best that way. maybe now i can rid myself from that speck of hope that i always carried with me.

its like we never knew each other at all now...

5 Comments:

Blogger Courtney said...

He is so not worth your time. You are an awesome girl and it seems like he was just stringing you along. You deserve so much better!! It is best that you no longer stay in contact with this person.

4/27/2008 12:05:00 PM  
Blogger Jenn said...

hey thanks courtney. i appreciate the support. trying to move on. i know i need to.

5/07/2008 07:45:00 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

wow, you're back! i stumbled upon your blog seven months ago when i was going through my own hell. can i just say thank you for your words as they were instrumental in understanding what i was going through then.

i completely understand where you are now. i don't think you completely get over someone. you just learn to live without the person and the pain is not as constant. but it's there. oh, yes, it's there.

5/21/2008 06:09:00 AM  
Blogger Caro said...

well well WELL. you're here!

big hugs to you, sista. lemme know if you need any pxxi support. you know that shit clears the demons...at least for a little while. ;)

5/26/2008 08:52:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

You are better for the world now.

5/27/2008 08:46:00 PM  

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