Fin
well he's coming back to chicago and my shit is staying in canada. he said he will bring my box back...but that's it. everything about this is so unfair...and he doesn't care. he's just being mean now. and theres nothing i can do.
i'm done. done talking about him. maybe done with this blog. sick of remembering him. he was so sweet when we were together. now...i've never seen this side of him.
crushed...he's just mean now and acts like i should be grateful for that. got 3 suitcases to my name...the rest is staying up there. and he doesn't give a shit.
he told me to fuck off...
ok blondie. fine.
Fin.
i'm done. done talking about him. maybe done with this blog. sick of remembering him. he was so sweet when we were together. now...i've never seen this side of him.
crushed...he's just mean now and acts like i should be grateful for that. got 3 suitcases to my name...the rest is staying up there. and he doesn't give a shit.
he told me to fuck off...
ok blondie. fine.
Fin.
posted by Jenn at 7:44:00 PM
20 Comments:
well, it might be worth arranging to have stuff stored then no?
i mean paying someone to pack it and move it to storage is feasible while you figure it out?
thing is he appears to be doing the nuking to any chance of a future with you too because you would find this unforgiveable as well wouldn't you?
seems silly. i'm sad dude.
yeah...sad. and i'm not sure storage is really feasible if i can't get it out of canada....the only way i know of to get it out without it costing a sickening amount was for him to take it out...but he won't.
but why, that's fucked up.
i'm speechless.
unfuckingbelievable.
so i've had these post it notes around my room with all these cliché sayings/ phrases. so tacky, huh? but whatever, they've helped me. i want to share them with you, and i would love for you to focus on the last one.
see things as they are, not as you wish they were.
sometimes you have to get lost to find your way back home.
you are in control of your life.
god does not give you tests you cannot pass.
maturity is knowing the difference between what's in your control and what's not.
we can't control what life deals us, just how we respond to it.
choose happiness.
his loss.
HIS FUCKING LOSS.
Set up www.liberatemystuff.com (It's available)
Tell your story to the masses.
Get people to viral the awareness and try to get it on the newswire.
Ask for donations. Use a donation link to collect.
I'll donate the first $20
Let's try to get your shit out of Canada.
sass: why? cuz i am being punished for being a coward (i.e. lying to him about something that happened long before i met him). i should have told him, but i didn't and so i'm paying the price.
caro: thank you so much. it is his loss...he has no idea. i would have done anything for him.
alt: done! i grabbed the domain. i'm not sure about the whole newswire thing cuz i'm the one who did him wrong. i hurt him, so i'm sure many people will take his side (i.e. i deserve what i'm getting from him). but he did say we could be friends and that there was a possibility that we might get back together in the future. i just never expected him to turn on me like this.
he said that i basically just gave my shit away to the kids staying in my apartment. i'm like 'why would i just give away the stuff i worked years for??' he said they're leaving in august and i could ship my stuff out then...but customs would be so high that i couldn't afford it.
the orginal idea was that since he asked me to go there with him, when he left, my stuff would leave with him too...
but then this whole thing went down...leaving me fucked...and him not wanting to deal with it.
Jenn: When the lady that ran up all her credit card bills in a VERY irresponsible fashion posted her story, people didn't care and donated anyways.
I don't know the details about why you and Blondie broke up. It really doesn't matter right now.
What does matter is that you create a damsel in distress story and tug at the heartstrings. You can do that without condemning either one of you.
Just say that B is not in a position to get your stuff out and you are a struggling writer that needs help getting her life on track and her stuff out of Canada.
Get that on the wire.
People help other people in need out of concern and Karma.
At any rate, my donation will get you a free domain.
No idea how that whole newswire thing works, but I'll support too!
You might have messed up, Jenn, but it takes two people to screw up a relationship. Stop blaming yourself. He's being an ass right now, so he has major faults too.
pink bunny: motherfucking word.
it always takes two to tango... whether you're starting the dance or ending it.
and he's being an ass regardless.
i'm in. tell me the domain. and i will tell my friends. you stuff needs to come out of canada. it's YOURS.
LiberateMyStuff.com
theres nothing there yet...not sure where to begin, but i'll figure it out and get the site up asap.
thanks soooo much caro!
dude! tell me if you want help designing it!
You'll be the next internet Supahstah!
Let me know how I can help:
altdotweb@hotmail.com
pz
gosh discom...i love you so much for all the love, hahaha...you're seriously awesome!!
that's tania's favourite thing about blogging... the support that the bloggers give each other...
and me too i think
darlin'
fuck him. he wasn't worth you or your time..
and he's certaintly not worth you pining.
don't think of it as an end, think of it as a beginning to finding someone that is worth you
(god i'm such a hypocrite..but hey...)
I like her ^^ style
db: you rock my world...i'm tryin to stop the crazy pining...thx for the encouragement
discom: address...supergirl panties can be sent thru a file on IM, right? size...x-small with an adjustable belt plz
hahahaha discom...ping me on YIM after work if you're around, and i'll give it to ya
FINE! hehe...
I hate vilifying things or people i love - pulls me away from who i want to be.
;)
*hug*
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