temporarily bi-polar
holy mental.
i feel fucking bi-polar trying to get over blondie. some days like yesterday, i'm all broken and have no hope. but other days like today, then i'm all better-than-everyone-ambitious, and that wierds me out too...
when is the fucking happy medium gonna start? i don't wanna be that hard ambitious bitch...and i can't be the whiney bitch forever either...ready for some balance already.
Morning music:
Blame It On the Tetons -- Modest Mouse
I Will Sing You Songs -- My Morning Jacket
i feel fucking bi-polar trying to get over blondie. some days like yesterday, i'm all broken and have no hope. but other days like today, then i'm all better-than-everyone-ambitious, and that wierds me out too...
when is the fucking happy medium gonna start? i don't wanna be that hard ambitious bitch...and i can't be the whiney bitch forever either...ready for some balance already.
Morning music:
Blame It On the Tetons -- Modest Mouse
I Will Sing You Songs -- My Morning Jacket
posted by Jenn at 10:22:00 AM
5 Comments:
i keep telling myself that every feeling is temporary and hope one day that i'll have to stop telling myself that.
Hey Jenn,
Glad you're having a good day today. I agree that it just takes time. The more you cared, the more time it takes. So take your time, Jenn!
As for me, I've been so horribly sick lately that I haven't had time to be happy or sad. But it's still somehow a crappy feeling. Yuck!
discom: time...another fucking 4-letter word...hehe
caro: yeah, guess we're doing temp work for now...sigh
hiya pb: so i'm told...it does make me feel a little unstable tho.
gotta remember its temporary...bah
and gosh...sorry you've been sick...that sucks so bad...get better soon.
If all else fails, a shot of Jager and a dirty, yet prudish IM will do.
alt: Yo HO!!! dude...i think i just got flirted with ;)
...gotta find that jaeger
hehe
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