New Year Blahs
k, well i made it thru another day of pxxi. more than halfway done. wooo
but for the past few days, i've had this funky sadness. the fabulous trevor is back home and has been busy with work. blondie has been out of town visiting family and friends back home...which brings me to the only reason i am the slightest bit happy tonite...when i logged on, i saw that he was on IM. i was sooooo happy to see him on. he is blocked till pxxi is over, and i wasn't even really tempted to talk to him...but just glad that he hasn't blocked me and that he's back safe at home again. sheesh...i guess one of these days i'll quit caring so much about him...or not.
and for those on YIM, sorry for being MIA. i'm just stupid sad lately...gotta just focus on work till i can be normal. gotta disconnect from drama for a while. sorry for being a bad friend...i just gotta get thru this stupid patch and i'll be back on.
anyhoo...another day of pxxi done. i'm getting there.
goodnite
playing now:
animals insects -- the stills
lurgee -- radiohead
but for the past few days, i've had this funky sadness. the fabulous trevor is back home and has been busy with work. blondie has been out of town visiting family and friends back home...which brings me to the only reason i am the slightest bit happy tonite...when i logged on, i saw that he was on IM. i was sooooo happy to see him on. he is blocked till pxxi is over, and i wasn't even really tempted to talk to him...but just glad that he hasn't blocked me and that he's back safe at home again. sheesh...i guess one of these days i'll quit caring so much about him...or not.
and for those on YIM, sorry for being MIA. i'm just stupid sad lately...gotta just focus on work till i can be normal. gotta disconnect from drama for a while. sorry for being a bad friend...i just gotta get thru this stupid patch and i'll be back on.
anyhoo...another day of pxxi done. i'm getting there.
goodnite
playing now:
animals insects -- the stills
lurgee -- radiohead
posted by Jenn at 9:45:00 PM
2 Comments:
yeah...the drama is killing me. but whatever, we're making it thru this. it's so awesome to know you're still in this with us all.
keep hanging in there...we're all right there beside ya.
The holidays are done and it's smooth sailing for the next 6 weeks.
I was reading a book on the plane today by Dr. Wayne Dyer - The power of Intention.
Intention dictates that you accept that what happens to you is necessary and understand that your destiny has already been determined.
Ego causes you to hold on the events that make you unavailable to meet your destiny.
It's going to be hard for me to remember that, but I can see that PXXI is what will help to get from Ego to Intention.
Stay strong. We're all rooting for you.
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